A few days ago I found out that a person I love left this earth. I knew she had been on hard times and I knew she was feeling very down, but I never imagined. Never really thought. And now she's gone and we're left here with sorrow, guilt, and questions.
She was found in Jenner Bay. Who knew she was missing? Why did this happen? Why didn't I do anything?! My sweet, Janelle, I am so sorry. My heart breaks that you're gone. My heart breaks that I did nothing. My heart breaks that your heart must have been so, so broken to do what you did.
I will never forget you. You were one of the greatest artist I knew. You taught me about the magic of nature, about true friendship, how to really party and celebrate the little things in life, about Salvador Dali, and the velvet scent of Heavenly.
I hope that's where you are now. Surrounded by unending love and waterfalls. I hope you know how many of us loved you. So many hearts that are crying because you're gone. What we would do for a chance to go back and tell you what you meant to us. I hope to meet you again one day.
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